IT’S 2 O CLOCK IN THE MORNING AND I’M HOWLING MY MOM JUST WALKED IN AND NOW I HAVE TO TURN THE COMPUTER OFF IT WAS SO WORTH IT
oh god i am crying
Think of the people who scrolled past
oh my god hahahahahah
Hey guys, I can never thank you enough for the lovely comments, reblogs and support you’ve given me over the past year! It really means so much to me that you appreciate my drawings as much as I love making them! I was so happy to reach 5k followers today, and as a giant thank you to everyone I would love to hold a giveaway! Prizes and rules follow:
A full-body illustration of any 2 Marvel characters or a half-body illustration of any 3. I will ship this to you with some extra goodies!
A full-body illustrations of single Marvel character, or half-body illustrations of 2 Marvel characters. Shipped to you!
A half-body illustration of a single Marvel character, shipped to you!
Giveaway Ends on: July 14th, 2014 at 12pm (Australian Eastern Standard Time!!)
- Must be following this blog!
- Like once and/or reblog once to enter (total of 2 entries max) - don’t do multiple reblogs cause I would love everyone to have an equal chance!
- I will be using a random selector, so there will be no preferential selection of winners!
- You must have your ask box open so I can contact you! If I don’t receive a reply within 48hrs I will have to select a new winner
- The drawing you commission for your prize must be SFW! I am not comfortable with drawing sexual imagery, sorry!
- If you are uncomfortable with giving me your address, that’s okay! I will draw your prize, and then I’ll email you the file so you can get it printed yourself :)
- I’ll cover the shipping costs to anywhere in the world, so you don’t need to be Australian to enter! Any country is welcome!
Thank you all so much! If you have any questions, let me know! :)
CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER MOVIE POSTER GIVEAWAY
I just found a bunch of The Winter Soldier posters left at work, so I thought I’d have a giveaway on here.
I have one copy of the first poster, which measures 30 x 40 inches, and seven copies of the second IMAX noir poster, which measures 19 x 12 inches. I am hoping to get more of the second poster and I’ll update the post if I do.
First Winner: The first poster and the second poster.
Other Winners: The second poster.
- You don’t have to follow me, although I won’t complain if you do.
- You must reblog this post - likes do not count and you can reblog however many times you like.
- I’ll ship anywhere and everywhere.
- The edges of the posters may be a bit frayed, but nothing particularly bad - I’ll be happy to take pictures of proof if anyone is concerned.
- Contest ends 31st July (9pm GMT) and I’ll put everyone into a randomizer and will hopefully message the winners within the week.
- Good luck!
Fic idea where a lonely person sells their soul to Satan to be their friend. And Satan just rolls with it until he realizes at the time of their death he genuinely likes them.
Since he can’t renege on the contract he takes them to Hell and puts…
this is beautful im downloading it and putting it on my phone
THIS IS MY POST LOOK AT THIS ISN’T IT COOL
This is a comic about my own emotions, made to release my own emotions, and to cope with my own emotions.
Can we just take a moment to appreciate this. And how JUST because someone has friends, or a boyfriend or ANYTHING.. it doesn’t fucking mean they should be happy. I’ve had so many people tell me to be happy because I have nothing to be depressed about. It’s the most stupid thing I’ve heard in my life.This is so great. Anons do this so much.
This is literally so fucking relevant to me it HURTS.
I am not really sure what to do anymore.
I haven’t felt this depressed since my middle school days and my depression was major. It’s close but not the exact level. But I hate this overwhelming feeling loom over me. It’s driving me nuts and when I think of all my friends at college the feelings get worse.
I’m just too scared to talk to anyone about this even though everyone is gonna find out about this eventually.
But I don’t want to lose anyone and I know they would understand if I explained it to them. They are great people but I don’t like making people upset or sad especially things that I can’t control. But I still feel all the more guilty.
But everything is going against me at the moment. My mother says it will get ether and I believe her. My depression doesn’t skew my perception of a better and more happy future for myself but my depression won’t let me see what I am supposed to do to get there.
Maybe I should have kept in touch with more of my high school friends. But they were such bad people for me at the time that I couldn’t let them stay in my life.
But now I am possibly gonna lose all my friends that I’ve made and the possibility of me seeing them I want to be high but I don;t see it going like that. I’ve thought about it and I know with the exception of a few that all my friends were going to stay upstate, I never imagined myself living there, I don’t particularly like it up there. But I tolerated it up there for the lovable crazy people I call friends. I actually wondered after one year would I even see any of them after graduation? Probably not? It’s more convenient for me to go upstate than for anyone to go downstate so far.
But I don’t know how to continue like this. I have no more reason to stay than that and financially my mom can afford that, I can’t afford that. All the possible career choices I realized aren’t for me. The one I wanted is getting rid of and my grades a abysmal because of my lack of interest, passion and drive for it.
But I also have medical issues that I can’t do anything about up there. My insurance won’t work up there, it isn’t statewide or national. So I can’t afford to have a mental breakdown or getting sick. When I did I struggled with anxiety attacks, paranoia, and depression on my own and I realized I can’t do it. Even with my friends help I just can’t fucking do it. I just bottled it and no one knew what I was going through,
I mean, they did, sorta. I hinted at it but I often played it off as slight problems. I didn’t want to make my problems theirs. But I was and still willing to help them with their problems and tell them to always talk to me. Why can’t I follow my own fucking advice? I’m a moron.
I just don’t want to be alone again with all the friends I’ve made to leave me or be upset with me. I know I won’t be able to handle it. I want to know that we will still keep in touch and that I could visit them during the school year or summer. I want to know that I meant something, fucking anything to them and that made made some sort of impact on them. I didn’t really feel that with my friends in high school. 3rd wheel, drifter, I never got too close but the ones I did never cared much for me but they meant so much to me. If they did I wouldn’t be so upset but I still would be regardless.
I’m expecting to upset frankly anyone about this. Some might cry other might get mad at me. Maybe that’ll be their way of telling me I meant something to them. But I’d rather wish they would explain it (fucking bad, low self esteem at the moment. My bad, it’s get like this when I am this low.) but I won’t ask it. But they all mean something to me. I could give a reason to each and every one of them on how much they mean to me. It wouldn’t be that hard.
I’m the type of person if we were best friends then stop talking for a year and you randomly started to talk to me again I would act like the gap never existed. You are with me until you give me a fucking good excuse to rid of you as my friends.
Luckily they have none but I hope they won’t use this as an excuse to rid me as one.
I don’t even know why I am venting through tumblr. Who s fucking going to see this? It’s a sea and it’ll be washed against the waves.